He was the Lamb, She was the Slaughter
Jan. 16th, 2007
12:02 pm - I thought everything was ok...... then it was tuesday.
What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
Dec. 15th, 2006
02:01 am
"I just don't get it. Blah blah blah, I gave up. No I didn't I still hate you. Just kidding I gave up. Hah, fooled you again, still hate you."
What????
Nov. 16th, 2006
04:31 am - Ummmm.... Dont??
I am so Happy. Except the boy I like lives far away.... like real far... Dun dun Dunnnn
Its like i am on a bridge to nowhere and I am getting there fast. But enjoying dangling my feet into the water below.
Nov. 13th, 2006
08:36 pm - Bandwagon Whore
1.What is your favourite word?
Pancake
2.What is your least favourite word?
NOW
3.What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally?
Music, and theatre
4.What turns you off?
Smelly things.. and not good smelly
5.What is your favourite curse word?
Fuck
.What sound or noise do you love?
Laughing
7.What sound or noise do you hate?
The phone ringing or someone knocking on my door
8.What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
Mob Boss, my name would be Fat Tony!
9.What profession would you not like to do?
anything where a cubicle is needed.
10.If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates?
"Well.... you sure have had an interesting time down there.... wanna chat?"
Nov. 5th, 2006
03:44 am
Finish the sentance...
1. My ex is... Being mean.
2. I am listening to....My roommates watch a stupid reality tv show about hulk hogan.
3. Maybe I should…Learn to let things go.
4. I love…Shoes.
5. My best friend....Is in a lot of trouble.
6. My cell phone is.... A lender because mine is broken.
7. I lose....Poker EVERYTIME.
8. People say I'm...Tall, its a secret but I really AM!.
9. The meaning of my lj name is....Like Roxy heart, from chicago.
10. Love is...Pointless.
11. Somewhere, someone is....A lot less fortunate than I.
12. I will always...Try to have a positive outlook on life
13. Forever seems.....Like a waste of time "No day but today".
14. I never want to… Loose touch with my family.
15. When I wake up in the morning....I go back to sleep, mornings are not my friends.
16. I get annoyed when....People judge me.
17. Parties are… Wicked.
18. My fish is… Long gone, and stella wont let me get another fish.
19. Kisses are the worst when… They are sloppy.
20. Today I will...Go to bed.
21. Tonight I will....Be in bed.
23. Tomorrow I will...Having closing night for my show.... Nine months IS too long.
24. Last break-up...Not cool.
25. My favourite thing in life....Dressing up.
26. When I was little…I was a whole lot shorter.
Oct. 21st, 2006
01:16 am
Write a journal entry for this meme with six random facts about yourself.
Then pick six off your friends list and tag them - no tag backs.
These rules should be included in your entry.
1. I Hate Feet. Yours, Mine, Anybodys! Dont touch them, dont make me touch them. Dont make me look at them, dont look at mine. NOTHING!
2. I live in organized chaos.
3. Mascots scare the hell out of me
4. I am living the dream.
5. I went out one night in regular clothes to the bar and retuned home in a toga... I don't know how.
6. I am addicted to crappy music.
Browner
Janner
Murray
Amanda B
Stella
Kneller
Sep. 30th, 2006
01:06 pm
What the eff?
If you leave your name as a comment to this entry:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
Sep. 26th, 2006
02:17 pm
1. What is your occupation? Actress (for real, I get paid and everything)
2. What color are your socks right now? Naked
3. What are you listening to right now? My roommate play a stupid loud football game
4. What was the last thing that you ate? a ceaser (the drink)
5. Can you drive a stick shift? ummm no, but I can drive a tractor!
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Crimson
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone ? Stella
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? More than I can say... I miss you! (she is very bendy too)
9. How old are you today? 23
10. Favorite drink: Milk
11. What is your favorite sport to watch? Horse Jumping
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yea, I cant stand beiong blonde anymore though.... I need change
14 Pets? Four kitties, we just gave one away
15. Favorite food? Ice cream or sushi or steak
16. What was the last movie you watched? umm.... its been a while....
17. Favorite day of the year? Halloween or Thanksgiving
18. What do you do to vent anger? Listen to angry music, or stew about it till I am over it
19. What was your favorite toy as a child? little plastic animals... or my little sisters
20. What is your favorite Fall or Spring? Fall, though it never lasts long enough.
21. Hugs or kisses? Kisses
24. Living arrangements? Kick ass apartment with Stella and her boy
25. When was the last time you cried? not too sure.. a while ago
28. What is on the floor of your closet? stripper boots, and luggage
29. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending
this to? N/A
30. What did you do last night? hahahahhaha.... had a lot of fun..... dun dun dunn
31. Favorite smells?Cotton candy, Ainsley, and..... probably my mom
32. What inspires you? My family, mom, siblings mostly
33. What are you afraid of? The dark, and mascots
34. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? Cheese... make it extra cheese
36. Favorite dog breed? Rottweiler
37. Number of keys on your key ring? 2
38. How many years at your current job? Give or take.... 5 ish, I took time off for school though.
39. Favorite day of the week? monday... (its my saturday)
40. How many states have you lived in? STATES? what is this? an
american test?!?! None.. just one province
41. Favorite holiday? Thanksgiving... Halloween is apparently not technically a holiday...
42 . Ever driven a Motorcycle or heavy machinery? Ummm a quad... and a couple horses. :)
Sep. 5th, 2006
09:00 pm
i AM: A paid Actor
I WANT: To learn everyday
I HAVE: Astolen Wonder Woman Painting
I WISH: Everytime I blow out a candle
I HATE: Perfectionists
I FEAR: The Dark, and love
I HEAR: Only things I want to
I SEARCH: For Understanding
I WONDER: When Everything will fall apart
I REGRET: NOTHING
I LOVE: My Family
I ALWAYS: Jump into puddles
I AM NOT: The person people think I am
I DANCE: In the rain
I SING: Because It makes me happy
I CRY: When nobody is around
I AM NOT ALWAYS: Focused on what I should be
I WIN: When I say I won't
I LOSE: Focus when I am tired or bored
I CONFUSE: the people who mean the most to me
I WILL: Never stop Dreaming
I NEED: To stop smoking
I WOULD: If I could.... I really Need to and should!
I SHOULD: Finish Laundry
I: Miss only those who miss me
Sep. 2nd, 2006
01:16 am - Dont call me... I am poor!
My phone got shut off cause I forgot to pay it for five months.... akward. but will be turned on again on the 13th of this month
Aug. 23rd, 2006
01:02 am
74 questions
1. Do you like anyone?: Yuppers
2. Do they know it? I think so. But I dont think it will work out unless I move
3. Simple or complicated?: Simple.
IN - T H E - L A S T - WEEK - H A V E - Y O U
4. Kissed someone: Yupp! It was really good too.
5. Bought something: Smokes, Shots, and a pack of smokes.
6. Gotten sick? I think I am sick, but too busy to actually let it run its course.
7. Been hugged?: ummm... not really, wait I hugged stella when she left.. so yes.
8. Felt stupid?: Yes my cat outsmarts me every day.
9. Talked to an ex?: Yupp
10. Missed someone: Yes,
11. Failed a test: umm a personality test. hahahahahaha... ohhhh
12. Danced: in the shower!
13. Gotten your hair cut?: Nope.
14. Lied?: Most likely, I do it all the time its second nature to me.
U N I Q U E
15. Nervous habits? figditing.. I think
16. Are you double jointed?: not that I know of
17. Can you roll your tongue?: Yeah who cant?!?!
18. Can you raise one eyebrow?I can raise one.
19. Can you cross your eyes?: Yes.
20. Do you make your bed daily? Heck No! Mess is my life
21. Do you think you are unique?: a little, everybody is unique
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
22. Said "I Love you": I probably shouldnt have.
23. Given money to a homeless person: Yupp
25. Waited all night for a phone call?: I have fallen asleep waiting.
27. Sat and looked at the stars?: All the time, but I live downtown now so it doesnt happen all that often anymore.
M A N N E R S
28. Do you swear/curse?:Like a sailor
29. You cook your own food?: if you consider going out and paying someone to.. then Hell YES.
30. You do your own chores?: sometimes.....
31. You like beef jerky?: only when I am in the mood.
32. You're happy with your life?: I could be happier but I wouldnt change anything.
33. You own a dog?: My dad gave him away.
34. You spend your money wisely?: Yes I buy what I want when I want it and spend the rest on my friends.
35. Do you like to swim?: Love it, I am more comfortable in water than I am on land! Woot.
36. When you get bored do you call a friend? She lives with me!
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R's
38. Gray or black?: Black
39. Color or black and white photos?: Depends, some just wouldnt look right in black and white
40. Lust or love?: Lust, I havent felt love yet.
41. Sunrise or sunset?: sunrises, you need to want to see them.
42. M&Ms or Skittles?: Brown M&Ms
43. Staying up late or waking up early?: Late. I hate waking up early.
44. Hot or cold? Cold
45. Winter or Fall? Fall.
46. Lefty or righty?: Righty.
47. Having 10 acquaintannes or 3 best friends?:Best friends
48. Sunshine or rain? Rain, nothing sexier than the sound of rain.
MORE HAVE YOU EVERS:
50. Hooked up in the woods? uh in a park...
51. Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: You know it..
52. Hooked up in the shower?: Hell yes!
53. Been Dumped?: Uh.... no. cant say that I have.... weird.
54. Stolen money from a friend?: I couldnt.
55. Slept?: I think so....
56. Been in a fist fight?: A couple
57. Had a crush on a teacher?: Yea, nothing serious though
58. Seen someone die?: no.... thank god
59. Been on an airplane?: yea, my first time we flew against the sunrise into the mountains it was beautiful.
60. Slept all day?: All the time
61. Missed someone so much it hurt?: Yea
62. Fallen asleep during school?: only when I went drunk... kidding that wasnt me.
63. Been lonely?: Yes
64. cheated in a game? Its the only way I win!
65. Been to the ER?: hahahahahahaha Yea, its the show I am in, for six months now! but seriously, all the time I have the grace of a bull in an antique store.
66. Been in a car accident?: Not that I remember.
67. Had detention?: No. Suckas
68. Missed your first love?: Never been there... well stella lives with me so... no.
69. Cried yourself to sleep?: well not really.. I dont think
70. Sung in the shower?:ALWAYS!!.
71. Kissed a complete stranger?: I am the make-out bandit.
73. Regretted hurting someone?: I never mean to, but I regret nothing.
74. Regretted loving someone?: Uh no... havent been there.
May. 2nd, 2006
03:27 pm
1. MY ROCK STAR NAME: Bunny 13 2. MY MOVIE STAR NAME: Doris cotton candy 3. MY "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: Lill 4. MY DETECTIVE NAME: Rouge Lion 5. MY SOAP OPERA NAME: Amber-Grace Calgary 6. MY STAR WARS NAME: ill, ogh, cky 7. MY JEDI NAME: rebma,ecarg hguorobxor, 8. MY SUPERHERO NAME: Red Betty
Mar. 12th, 2006
06:23 pm - DON'T
You know what sucks? Having what you love turned into something you kinda don't anymore. I hate it here, I hate the people, the things I do, what they are doing to me, who I am not with, why I am here alone, hearing people are happy and I am not! I am sorry I am not mad that you are, I just also want to be happy and have no idea on why I am having the super freakin awfully shitty time I am having. Why is it so hard to accept anything over here.... I feel so completly alone. Nobody calls. Nobody cares... Goodnight fair cruelty, Hope you are all well....
Mar. 5th, 2006
05:08 am
So I leave my new home, it seems every time I leave its like I just got set up. I look longingly back there are so many things I wish I could pack with me, a friend who means more to me than she could ever know, a closet full of clothes I know she will wear, a world I don't think will be the same when I get back. So all I can take is two bags of things I won't need, and a wealth of knowledge I can only hope will help me through the dark. My little sisters are asleep on my couch, my dad is in cuba and my mom decided her new boyfriend means more to her than I do. I am sorry if this sounds like a pity party for one but I don't like leaving everything all at once. Thank you to all who have made me who I am. Please come visit, or tell me when you are in winnipeg or edmonton, cause then maybe we could hang out.
I love and miss you all, Kneller I hope you have a wicked time here because I always do.
Luxy Roller
Feb. 20th, 2006
04:27 am
Hey All, I have not died, just taken an elongated leave of absence from the beloved L.J. world. I know what you are all going to say ... "why lux? you were the only thing holding my world together and when you left there was no sunshine in my life, I thought about ending it just so I wouldn't be without you.... or uh... lux? wasn't she the one we all hated and thought smelled kinda funny? wasn't she friends with the people we liked but wouldn't take the hint to go away?" WELL I would like to put your weary minds to rest and let you all know I am BACK!!!!! at least for ten more minutes!!!! so I am going to start taking questions now..... uh you in the back....... "ummmm how do you spell lux?". NEXT ..... ok guys I am ranting, I just wanted to post something funny so you might have me in mind when valentines comes around so I may have a slight chance I might get a card like "I choo choo choose you" but no its ok I know the day of love has long gone... I hope you all had a good one.... I just sat and cried all day... *sniffle sniffle* whatever.... ok so I am super bored and wanted you all to know I missed you... and am going on tour with a dinner theatre show for nine months! woot woot, acting singing and dancing here I come!!!! if you want to know more about it and when it will be in edmonton or calgary or winnepeg email or phone me, I can probably get you free tickets!!! (which means free food... I know that will make you come running even if you have to hear me sing in the process) HA
With Love Peace and Chicken Grease
Luxy Roller
Oct. 17th, 2005
06:37 pm - WHAT???? I dont want you to leave me.....

You are the Devil card. The Devil is based on the
figure Pan, Lord of the Dance. The earthy
physicality of the devil breeds lust. The
devil's call to return to primal instincts
often creates conflict in a society in which
many of these instincts must be kept under
control. Challenges posed by our physical
bodies can be overcome by strength in the
mental, emotional, and spiritual realms. Pan is
also a symbol of enjoyment and rules our
material creativity. The devil knows physical
pleasure and how to manipulate the physical
world. Material creativity finds its output in
such things as dance, pottery, gardening, and
sex. The self-actualized person is able to
accept the sensuality and usefulness of the
devil's gifts while remaining in control of any
darker urges. Image from The Stone Tarot deck.
http://hometown.aol.com/newtarotdec
Which Tarot Card Are You?
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Oct. 16th, 2005
08:05 pm

You are a fire angel you are bold and courageous
and love danger. You can be hot tempered but
all in all you are a great person
female name:Sienna
male name:Scott
Element:Fire
Weapon:Quarterstaff
Mythical animal:phoenix
~~What kind of angel are you?~~ (great pics)guys you can do this two ^^ didnt forget you
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You are followed by the Demon of Confusion. This
demon will make you confused about what you
want to do next. You can be quiet often and a
little on the dark side, but not depressed. You
can sometimes make poor decisions because the
Demon won't let you find which one is right,
but you remain calm which is good in many
situations. This is probably the hardest Demon
to get rid of. Hopefully you will grow out of
it or you can try accepting more things they
way they are.
What Demon Follows you? ..:Interesting Pics:..
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06:53 pm - STELLA WHERE ARE YOU???
Your full name: Lux. Just like 'Madonna' or 'Cher' or 'That guy over there with the weird hat'.
Height: I am a full 6 foot, I swear I just measured.
Natural hair color: Blonde.
Eye color: Blue.
Number of siblings: one older brother who rocks my socks, two younger sisters who love to rock and one girl who isnt really related to me who I like to throw rocks at (stella).
Glasses/contacts?: Nither.
Piercing: A bunch I have 5 all together.
Braces?: Ewww, but I always did want them.
FAVORITE
Color:Rouge
Band: Probably right now, ummm.... Lynard Skynard.
Song: Natural Woman.
Stuffed animal: one that my rockin bro gave to me when I was in a super awful bad mood.
Video game: Ok I didnt ever really jump on the bandwagon for video games.
TV show: Sex & the city.
Movie: BIODOME!!!!!!
Book: The Divinci Code or Wicked or Always and Forever
Food: Salmon sushi! good god, or steak! yea meat!!!
Game on a cell phone: Oh my Lord this is sad, uh I dont have one, but I like to go for walks...
CD cover: ummm I dont know.. weird questions
Flower: Thats the one secret only I know or my best friends know, I never tell.
Scent: Cotton Candy.
Animal: Dogs, the only thing you can totally fuck up at work or something, and they always love you, and want to cuddle.
Comic book: Cheryl Blossom, or wonder Woman.
Cereal: Uh I am not really a breakfast kinda girl, but I love those reeses peanut butter cup ones as a snack.
Cartoon: Fammmily Guy.
DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Yes, a bunch, all not well but I CAN.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: Maybe, if I do I never ment to.
Like to sing?: only really in the shower and at karaoke, the only two places you can belt out your lungs...and be completley naked at the same time.
Have a cell phone?: No but I want one, some stupid boy was supposed to get me one but he is shitty.
Like to play sports?: Only if the opponents can handle me when I am commpettative.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: The jury is still out on that one.
Have a crush on someone?: I have a crush on Every Boy.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Yes. Canada.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No I only have... 3.. Ewwww well I know that only two work.
Have any special talents/skills?: Hahahahahaha yes... but they are secret.
Like school?: I miss learning about what I love.
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?: No ... wait yes... man I had to think about that one,.... gross I am old.
Cried to get out of trouble?: No I am not really a crier.
Gotten lost in your city?:Not really, if I was ever lost I had someone smarter than me around to help out.
Seen a shooting star?: Of course, I always look for them.
Been to any other country? Nope I am Shitty.
Stolen something important from someone else?: Nope.
Solved a rubiks cube?: I dont consider it solving, as much as defeating.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: ummm yea, once it was pyjama day at school.
Cried over a girl?: Yes. Girls are mean.
Cried over a boy?: Yes. Boys just suck.
Kissed a random stranger?: Of course, I did go to college afterall.
Hugged a random stranger?: ummm only after they tried to console me after "breaking-up" with a friend of mine
Been in a fist fight?: Yup. A couple of times.
Been arrested?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Oh My GOd.......... good times... no wait, it was really shitty!
Done drugs?:I think so, I dont remember
Had alcohol?: Ewww the only thing fun to do when your poor, but have great breasts
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No.
Swore at your parents?: No I cant validate swearing at my mom.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Yes. And the shitty little grade three'er deserved it.
Been in love?: I dont know, so take it as a NO.
Been close to love? Well yes. .. now it makes sense
Been to a casino?: Yup and won a lot of money.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: God no. If I did I'd feel like shit.
Broken a bone?: yup a couple of 'em ... oh my own... well yea that too.
Gotten stitches?: Yup. stupid friends who stab you.
Had a watermelon fight in winter?: ok tell me what a watermelon fight consists of and I will enlighten you.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: That is impossible.
Made homemade muffins?: Yes, though they kinda sucked, Stellas mom makes the best ones EVER.
Bitten someone?: Ewww I hate Biters.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: No, and honestly I dont think I could handle it, too many mascots.
Been to Niagara falls?: Nope, I dont really have an urge to go either.
Burped in someone's face?: hahahahaha Fuck Yea, I burp better than most guys.
PICK ONE (or two…I don’t make decisions so well…)
Summer/winter: Uh Winter, but when its nice and calm out.
Snow/rain: Rain.
Fog/misty: Misty, Super romantic.. in a weird creepy way.
Rock/rap: ROCK for sure, but old rock.
Meat/vegetarian: Meat without question.
Chocolate/vanilla: Vanilla, so you can make the peanut hot fudge thing from DQ.
Sprinkles/icing: Ewww Niether.
Cake/pie: Pie, blueberry or pear.
French toast/French fries: French Fries!
Strawberries/blueberries: Blueberries.
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean, you cant surf in a pool.
Wallet/pocket: Pocket. I have lost too many wallets.
Window/door: Window, cause if you need to get out you feel sneekier.
Pink/purple: Pink I dont know why but my friends hate towards purple has started to get to me.
Long sleeve/short sleeve: well Loong sleeves are on hoodies .. so .. Long!
Pants/shorts: Pants, you can always roll 'em up.
Winter break/spring break: Spring!!!!!!
Spring/autumn: Autumn. The colors are amazing.
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds, cause if you want to be lazy, you can without feeling upset cause its so nice outside.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: You already asked this, retards.
If you have, with who?: .
Are you single?: unknown.
Are you in a relationship?: isnt this the same question, only asked in a different way???
If so, for how long?: 0 days, 0 hours, 0 seconds.
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: Yeah. I like to think that. but also there has to be more than one person for everybody.
What is your idea of the best date?: A fun one
Do you think love is a load of shit?: Right now, yes.
Have you ever been dumped?: I dont think so.
Have you ever dumped someone?: hell yes.
I...
am: A little hungry, a lot bored, Missing my partner in crime... Where are you????
want: my Stella.
need: to get off the Computer.
love: A dog at the Fort Mac SPCA.. Kona I love you!!!!
hate: The fact I am up here.
did: not feel anything when Leo died in titanic.
feel: cold.
miss: Stella.. Did you take the hint yet!!!!.
am annoyed by:Stupid Boys.
would rather:not have to deal with anything .
am tired of: being lonely
will always: want something I cant have
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